Monday, May 12, 2014

Not so Happy Mothers day

Yesterday was Mother's Day and it is a awful reminder for me that I am not a mother...and it frustrates me.   All around me everyone is celebrating mom and how awesome being a mom is...if I only knew what that felt like.  Right now it feels like a stab in the gut and a twist of a knife...if only.  Everywhere at work lay co workers are preggers and I am trying to feel happy and excited for them because for a few of them this is their first baby...I wish I was one of them.  

1 comment:

Kelly said...

It'll happen for you! In some way you'll be a mother. I think about my life and how Im not able to have kids but I was blessed with Wil. There are options out there for you and trust me when I say the love you feel for an adopted child will be no less than the love you feel for one you birthed yourself.

I think about you often and I wait for the day you make the announcement on Facebook that you and your new husband will be parents. <3