Falling...

Man I am falling hard. It all feels so wonderful.
We had date #2 last night and it was fabulous. It feels so right...how well we click. I know it is moving so fast, but I am seruiosly crushing on this new mystery man in my life. I can't wait to see him again!
Who knew I could be so happy?

Gooey

So I am all gooey inside thinking about the date that I have tonight...yes that's right I said tonight. We are both so curious about one another, we couldn't wait to see each other in person until Friday.
I totally forgot about how "gooey" feels and its so bizzare. Its definitely a good thing, but it takes some getting used to. I've spent years all closed up inside, I don't even remember the "gooey".
I am so excited to meet him, I can't even explain it.
Wish me luck!

On the scene

The Dating scene that is. I have a date on Friday. I am very nervous, but also very excited about it.
Who knew I'd meet someone on a yahoo personal's ad. We have had some great/late night conversations since we "met", per se. From the converations we have had, he is very witty and very easy to talk to. I hope I don't get the first date jitters when we meet. Man oh man, it has been so long since I've gone on a date, I don't know if I am even sure what to do.
I told some of the people that I work with at the restaurant that I have a date and all of the younger girls wanted to give me a make-over. It was so funny.
I never thought there was someone out there who liked vegetables less than I do.

I am so loved

My family is awesome. I can't even express how grateful and overwhelmed with gratitude I am feeling. People can surprise you when you least expect it.
My grandparents, my aunt and my folks have all been doing a stellar job at helping me out tremendously in this "crappy" time in my life at the moment. I'd be lost without them.
You all rock!!!

I see bad people

Cancer (6/22-7/22)It's a good day for you to separate the good people in your life from the bad ones.

Well isn't that the truth! Peace out all you bad people. I need a new start, LOL.

Once I get him out of my head...I'll be golden

I am actually doing quite well...when I don't have Chris on the brain.
My solution, is really quite simple...a who cares attitude.
Who cares what he is doing?
Who cares where he has been?
Who cares what he is spending money on?
Who cares who he is with?

I has been working well for the past few weeks. I am gonna stick with it.

I can't make someone WANT to be with me and why should I? Why should I torture myself?

I am so much better than this.

I guess it takes 24 hours

For some really funny thoughts to set in because as I think about what happened to me yesterday, it really cracks me up.
So ya know you go in for a chek-up at the Dr. and they ask you questions about your life and your family, blah blah blah. Well I told the Dr. about what was going on in my life and she was genuinely interested. We talked about men in general and a few laughs. Then she says...well you know, you don't need a husband to have a baby, we can do an artificial insemination with an anonymous donor. You seem like a bright girl with a good head on your shoulders, if you don't find a man in a few years, think about it.
Cracks me up to think about it still. I love my Dr., she is so funny.